The first photo shoot was in 2012. It was so much fun, but I was undergoing chemo at the time so posing in heels was challenging to say the least! Last year I couldn't attend so I was determined to participate in this year's shoot - until its date was set for September 6 - four days after my oophorectomy. I immediately abandoned the idea as I was sure I would be in no shape to head out, much less strut my stuff for a professional photographer in an outdoor setting. I was heartbroken as this event combined three of my passions: fashion, photography and nature.
Enter best friends and family.
Once they caught wind of how important it was for me to attend, they sprung into action and made it happen. Can't drive? We'll be your chauffeur. Can't stand for prolonged periods? We'll bring your very own (fashionable) chair and tote it around with us. No accessories? Here's a fascinator. Miraculously, the pain subsided significantly the night before and so I made the decision that morning to participate. Throwing together a chic outfit at the last minute that would satisfy the all-black requirement and be comfortable enough to fit over my post-surgery belly was no small feat, but I was one determined fashionista. My husband took over on the home front, and my dear mother shuttled me to my rendez-vous point where my personal pumpkin carriage (aka orange SUV) awaited. With a bibbity, bobbity, boo I was whisked away to the ball by these two characters.
I wasted no time setting about snapping pics. With the sun already showing signs of tiring, it started its descent, making for many excellent photo ops. It was challenging figuring out which aperture and speed to select, and I learned a lot about my photographing abilities (or rather, shortcomings!) in the brief span of the two-hour shoot. Trying to properly capture my friends' toddler proved near impossible in the rapidly changing light, but it was a fun experience and I gave it my best shot. In the end I was happy to snap a ghostly dance and his stylish footwear.
|It's a bird, it's a plane, it's super toddler!|
|A shoe-in for best dressed|
My favourite moment came when the sunset lit up the clouds over the river in various hues of brilliant pink, orange and blue. As the professional photographers were busily snapping their final staged shots, I noticed off to the side a huge puddle which we had passed on the way to the shoot. It was reflecting the blue sky and pink and orange clouds and was one of the prettiest things I've ever seen. I ordered my friends to the opposite side of the puddle and tried to capture their reflections. It was surreal. Unfortunately, many of my shots were out of focus, but I am still proud of this moment. I was even more proud when a fellow amateur photographer (who had noticed the puddle at the same moment and had silently captured his own pics in tandem with me) turned to me and said, en français, "ah, la magie de réflexion". I nodded in agreement and we returned to our rapidly-depleting window of twilight photography.
One evening with friends new and old taught me many important life lessons - too many, really, to write about in a short blog post. I learned that I need to take a proper photography course and more importantly, that I should not wait a minute longer. I learned that things that seem out of reach are possible if we approach them with a different set of eyes. I learned that it is easy to lose focus of our dreams but easier to find them again. I learned that the love of friends and family can make magic happen. I learned that if you seek to capture the beauty and light in every setting, something more spectacular will present itself from a new angle. And I learned that you can strip a women off all things womanly, and she can still feel beautiful. Pardon my French, but screw you, cancer!
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